Saturday, June 13, 2009

"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. "
Elisabeth Foley

Dear Kim
Babies, Adoption, Calling, Dinners, Moving, Divorce, Employment, Children, School, Fiber, Organic, Love o Jeans, Families, Teachers, Room Moms, G.N.O, Shopping Deals, Baby Showers galore, Surgeries, Health Insurance, Ward Boundaries, Travel, Blogs, Twilight ,Trash I was so wrong), Hand me downs, Christmas, Thanksgiving, Easter, Halloween, Birthdays!!, Dr. Han, Others, Antibacterial soap, Sick Children, Easygoing, People not understanding why were BF, Deaths, Morning sickness, Finalization of Divorce Court dates breakfast, Lemon Berry Cream Slush, Del Frisco, The "carrot" at Bobs, Fish, Peppers red green and yellow,Freak outs, Disappointment, Faith, Heartache, Joy, Truth, T- Mobil Sisterhood, Car Seats, Tears o so many tears, But most of all even with all these words The best word I can us is LOVE and unshakable trust and devotion

I love you!! I will miss you and your family so much. Over the past 2 years you have NO Idea how much you have help me get through "many of day" when I thought I could no longer go on. Sometimes I don't think you ever knew the pain I just needed to be me just me....The person I was before, maybe you did know but you let me "pretend" just for a little bit. Over the past 10 years we have been though ALLOT our vault is full but always ready for me..

Just remember the advice we got on our first day in R.S. together "There out there waiting" Well come to think of it SHE WAS RIGHT goodness lol

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

ahhh It nice to be OK..

So here is whats going on:
ALL the kids are out of school so I got 14, 10 and 7. The big two have All kinds of sports things going on but its good. Abby is used to waiting for the lesson to be over ( we got crafts and DS's) I figure it's no different if she had "Biological" siblings right! Now we call them "work" sibling I'm starting my 5th year there so ya listen to the rifts they get into there family all right.

Abby and I are enjoying the EASY nights of summer No more "homework" and dinners are a little bit lighter and easy for some reason. I extended her bedtime to a whopping 8:00 so at around 7:45 the wind down starts it nice to have her just the extra 30 minuets at night. I really do enjoy her company. I have found myself on my walks at 6:30 am wishing she was with me to tell her or point something out to her. We have always been close but she was always a Daddy's girl. However that has changed over the last year I guess its just par for the course of Divorce.

She is really growing up. Do you all remember your fascination with purses and bags and things to put things in ? Well every morning now it "What bag or purse or wallet should I use today"? Its fun to be a girl.... and having THINGS !

So that's about it so far were cooking up some sweet treats, swimming, crafting, watching the Jetson"s (Elroy my fav..) on TV during lunch. Just having a fun summer.. Wait this is our second day ahh fun times fun times Give us a call we love to HANG

Can you believe I have been in my new little Home for a year. The fact is I'm happy Abby's happy we live a good, Christ centred life, We are faithful, We are in this together, Bad things happen, bad days occur but WE GOT THIS!! She and I ( its taken a long time for me to BELIEVE IT)Tonight I turned on the TV to record some "evening" show and I got Charlie Gibson leaving his ending statement. For some reason its hit a cord with me.. It was a simple statement nothing to wordy Just

Moms don't give up