Took the plunge

I took the plunge
I had my hair color done and my hair straitened today!! What do you think.. I LOVE IT

PS Special thanks to Stephanie for taking the pics. (You know who loves it !!)

O when did this happen ??

OK this is adult conversation it you cant handle talk about boobs leave now!!

Tonight I was putting Abby to bed and as we we laying there for the night time cuddle she says this

Abby "Meme how come at night time you breast go away"

Me "What honey? Your breast don't go away"

Abby "ya Meme look when you lay down they go away"

Me (looking down as my breast as I lay on my back) GASP!! "THERE GONE"

Abby "You should wear your pillow bra when you sleep to"

Me "When did this happen"

Abby "Along time ago"

WAAAA WAAA WAAAA

I never really noticed before but there gone !! When I'm up right there still there (36 c) but on my back there COMPLETELY GONE ...

I guess when I lost some weight they were lost too. OH well at least I got them when I'm up right!! ( with my pillow bra)

So here is my question would any of you ever consider any plastic surgery to refresh or enhance your self!! If money was not object??

I don't know if I would but after tonight I would like a little bit of my old boobs back!!

Life is good

Just checking in...

Life is good... Were good.. Just living a nice life......

Change happens all the time, sometimes when you least expect it, good change is fun and exciting.... its the BEST....The fun part is trudging alone a new path to discover whats down it!! And realizing some things about your self good or bad... maybe discovering some things you thought you lost forever or re-find-ing some things from the past that were missing. Life is good I'm going to go live it...

Getting Some Culture

Its really important to me that Abby get to experience some "cultural events" in her life. I grow up with very little but my Mom always make sure we learned about Fine arts , Music, Theater etc... and how to behave in each place.. SO when the opportunity came up to take Abby to the Forth Worth Symphony I was all over it. Our friend Jacquelin who is in or ward is a violinist with the symphony so tonight we went to check it and her out.

We had a BLAST!! Abby did not want to leave Its was only about 1 hour long perfect length..

This is Abby's observation

Is that a dog??? I hear dogs (bass drums)

Hey this song was on "Little Einstein"

"They sit really quiet when it's not their turn....."

As we left Forth Worth there was a Rock and Roll band playing at a festival across the street of the Performance Hall.... I said 'Wow you have heard lots of music tonight Abby!!

Her sweet tired reply "Ya meme but fancy music makes me fell good"

LOVE HER

My Saturday morning as a grown up
Abby's Saturday with her little Buddie "M"
Oh all the dress up for the Dollies and the Build a Bears

I'm getting it

It has been one year of official single -hood

A big thank you for all the friends & family who listen to me Cry, Wine, Vent, and Ramble I promise this year will not be as bad!

They say the "First is the worst". The first of everything new.. First Christmas without, first splitting up of time on Holidays, Birthday and so on. But I (we) made it. I am SO proud of Abby!! She has done well. I think for her the hardest time was in the beginning after we moved and recently. Garth was in Canada for awhile and she really missed him and the whole Utah family trip made her really sad. But she is a trooper and at this point I'm pretty honest with her. About my limits as a single mom and about about Garth's ( not those details she is to young ) limits. The main thing is I am committed to raising a healthy kid who learns resilients young... bit by bit. Garth and I are committed to do the best for her, and most of the time we are on the same page. I am thankful for that!!!

This year will be full of new things for her. Abby will be meeting Garth's new wife Angie and stepdaughter Nicole. Angie and Nicole still live in Canada but I believe will be moving here sometime in the next year..

So good for us I have to say. Abby is off to spend some time with Garth and I am playing "get it all done in 32 hours" ( she will be back tomorrow night)..

So I'm off:

To Goodwill, I have stuck to my promise something in this house something out. I hate clutter and things out of their home!!!

Pick up stuff at the alteration man

Bank

Make cookies for my lesson at church on Temple Marriage :0) how convenient

Study predicts possibilities for Statistics

Dinner with a school Friend

oh and the other Saturday stuff

My love to all thanks or your help.... Oh and By the way I found myself realizing something the other day. What it was is not very important, but what is important ...

It was a big growth moment the ones when we smile at our self and say "Good job your getting it" I hope to have many more in the year to come

I'm getting IT!!! I made it!!

The ranch

OK here is a preview of me and Abby's trip to "The Ranch" a super B.F. invited us to go spend a little time at her families home while we were in Utah this summer (OK It was just last month) Anyway I will post more but I need more time Stop the yelling..

This is Abby doing a back flip off the step of the pool.. Ya people your looking at a pool on top of a HUGE mountain in Utah. Its an infinity pool so you feel like your going to fall off. It was such a nice trip Were else do you see Lambs eating a house, real Chipmunks (non talking ones) Horses, run from a Hot tub, Pool,Trampoline, and your very own park..It was like Utah adventure land