Some of My girl Posse( Audry, Deeann. Me, Kim)

Happy Birthday to me !! I have had (having) a fabulous weekend

Here is the run down

Friday: Abby had Volley ball and really did well, dinner we went to Jason's Deli!! Yummy

Saturday:(1) I hosted Baby Shower for my friend, (2)Our Apartment complex had a Salsa "off" I won second after a first place tie the spicy won. I used a fruit salsa that was so good.. (3)Than My friend Kim put together a little surprise dinner and movie night( OK Kim's birthday is like 2 days before mine and how she got out of it I don't know) . It was so much fun to hang with some of my girls, who I love so much and I truly cherish there great friendships

Sunday: TON'S of well wishes at church. I made a yummy dinner and everybody like it. Got ton's more well wishes phone calls from friends and family. Abby gave me some super special gifts. It nice to know people care. Happy "we share a birthday" to Stephanie who was out of town

Monday (today) We have been to a church breakfast, bounce house, scooter riding event and made some care packages for the soldiers. Soon we will take off to the Movies to see Night at the Museum, than have lunch complements to the gift card I won at the Salsa -off, ice cream at Cold Stone compliments of my in laws for my birthday... I have hit the mother load this weekend.

As a kid we never did the birthday thing for a lot of reason, but as a adult I always do "birthday weekends" In the past its been fun Garth's Birthday is just a few days past 4th of July so it was a big party for him.... mine is Memorial weekend so there you go. My moms is Mothers day weekend.... and Abby well she is a kid she uses a whole week to celebrate lol

Thanks to everyday for sharing my weekend. I love you all I will post some pics later and review the movie, lunch and later

Review: Movie was good but not as good as the first one Amy Adams "Amalia Earhart" is really good.. I'm glad we only paid 5$ to get in.. It was fine

Lunch was 4.25$, but since out fajita were really chewy the nice manager offered us a "To go" quesadilla ( I used my birthday club to get the free Case-o and 5 $ off Fajitas) When I got home I discovered we have TWO deluxe Quesadilla with all the sides and free Case-o and chips man we had Tin Star for dinner too

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We also added swimming to our day: I will have to post later on that but let me leave you with this: Really you feel the need to bring like 4 six packs....A 2 week old baby...and smoke like a chimney at 4:30 in the afternoon CLASS real CLASS... We cut the swimming real short. Everybody was "nice" and said "hi" and offed me a "drink" but come on Don't you all have to work tomorrow oh ya that's right lady you do work!!!! in a Elementary school as a kindergarten TEACHER oh brother

With all that I will say this Birthday will go down as one of my top 5 yippee for me

Abby and her lovely teacher Ms. Popp Abby really loves her. I think she cool to lol.

This is "The Girls" at Abby's night at school for Student of the month. Nice hair color progression Ha

Abby was student of the Month.. I am constantly amazed by her
I love you Abby Congratulation Sweet thing

Im scared

OK we all know I love Gray Anatomy Seriously I do

So tonight like every other Thursday night, the tears roll. Why I just love the writing. For some reason the writing this season has been tailored made for me ( OK not me but you know). Tonight my favorite line came from Baily " Of course he's (I'm) scared Look around)

I feel like that, truly scared. Through this whole ordeal I'm living. I know that's were some of my "anger" and "sadness" comes from. Its just I'm scared to death to trust myself and other close around me. I have this felling like nobody has my back. I get smacked on the side of the head out of the blue. When I discover some new lie or find out some pretty important information months after the fact. It literally takes my breath away. I panic that the firm foundation's I have or trying to build for Abby and I is being taken away again!!

Living in fear is not OK How do I stop it, fix it...The fear feeds itself to breeds more fear because than I fell like "I will always feel this way".. I know I'm in control of my own feelings and I have to take ownership of them.. BLA BLA BLA....But when someone lies to you to your face for over a year, when your made to fell disposable and worthless even as the mother to your child..when your so de-valued, you don't get common courtesy, its HARD AND SCARY. So ya I'm scared when I just look around

Tomorrow is a new day!!! You don't know how grateful I am for that.

Are you sinking or swimming

Life should not be about " Sink or Swim"!

Life is like swim lessons.
Sometimes you sink, but eventually you figure it out.
You make it to the other side with out swallowing and choking to death from the water. I'm so glad I enrolled in the class

OK so how cute is she.. I just got the pictures back that Abby and I had taken while we were in California.. So here is my favorite of the two of us together. There are several reasons why THIS one. This is how she HUGS me... full on, No holding back. I love that her smile is full of teeth that are under construction. ( I love my smile 5 years in braces paid off). I love my laugh lines. I love our squished cheeks. I love that it captures how Happy we are..And how much we love each other... More to come later

Go Away little piggy

No school next week.
Abby's is out on a Swine Vacay !!!!!
Our Summer is starting Early yippee