tic tic tic

Matt will be here in 11 hrs!!!!

Home for the Holidays

Abby and I are in California and we are having a blast!!

We are sooo excited for Matt to come and join us for Disneyland.. and the beach oh and N.Y. Eve date night Were just plain smitten over that man!!!! =)
We are a little sad the weather is not a bit warmer but we are still in our flips flops!!
Today I need to run out and do a little bit of shopping ( Santa)but we are good.. Our family adults are not exchanging this year. Its kind of nice to tell the truth

Need to run but I love being Home for the Holidays.. You can take the girl out of California but never the California out of the girl!!

highlights

Well I have so much to say let me give you the Highlights

Went to meet a boy I thought was "nice"
Had a good time, but was glad to come home
Had a few days of "whoooo is me" But knew someone else was out there
Decided to look one more time..

Man I'm so glad I did

Found Matthew
Talked to Matthew
Spent time with Matthew ( he came for a visit)
Broke down and joined Face book for Matthew
Spending New Years with Matthew ( he is flying out to CA just to take me to dinner and Disneyland)
Spending a lot more time with Matthew in January (he canceled a cruise to spend time with Abby and I)
Meeting his three fabulous kids in January

Yep I'm totally smitten with Matthew and I love it

Oh this is going to be a BIG year in my life (he he he)

O when did this happen ??

OK this is adult conversation it you cant handle talk about boobs leave now!!

Tonight I was putting Abby to bed and as we we laying there for the night time cuddle she says this

Abby "Meme how come at night time you breast go away"

Me "What honey? Your breast don't go away"

Abby "ya Meme look when you lay down they go away"

Me (looking down as my breast as I lay on my back) GASP!! "THERE GONE"

Abby "You should wear your pillow bra when you sleep to"

Me "When did this happen"

Abby "Along time ago"

WAAAA WAAA WAAAA

I never really noticed before but there gone !! When I'm up right there still there (36 c) but on my back there COMPLETELY GONE ...

I guess when I lost some weight they were lost too. OH well at least I got them when I'm up right!! ( with my pillow bra)

So here is my question would any of you ever consider any plastic surgery to refresh or enhance your self!! If money was not object??

I don't know if I would but after tonight I would like a little bit of my old boobs back!!

Life is good

Just checking in...

Life is good... Were good.. Just living a nice life......

Change happens all the time, sometimes when you least expect it, good change is fun and exciting.... its the BEST....The fun part is trudging alone a new path to discover whats down it!! And realizing some things about your self good or bad... maybe discovering some things you thought you lost forever or re-find-ing some things from the past that were missing. Life is good I'm going to go live it...

Getting Some Culture

Its really important to me that Abby get to experience some "cultural events" in her life. I grow up with very little but my Mom always make sure we learned about Fine arts , Music, Theater etc... and how to behave in each place.. SO when the opportunity came up to take Abby to the Forth Worth Symphony I was all over it. Our friend Jacquelin who is in or ward is a violinist with the symphony so tonight we went to check it and her out.

We had a BLAST!! Abby did not want to leave Its was only about 1 hour long perfect length..

This is Abby's observation

Is that a dog??? I hear dogs (bass drums)

Hey this song was on "Little Einstein"

"They sit really quiet when it's not their turn....."

As we left Forth Worth there was a Rock and Roll band playing at a festival across the street of the Performance Hall.... I said 'Wow you have heard lots of music tonight Abby!!

Her sweet tired reply "Ya meme but fancy music makes me fell good"

LOVE HER

My Saturday morning as a grown up
Abby's Saturday with her little Buddie "M"
Oh all the dress up for the Dollies and the Build a Bears